Today is the 26th of June 2013.

How fast time flies....We are into the second half of year 2013, a year that used to seem so far away..but we are here. It has been 1.5 years since I graduated from JC and 1.5 years i have been working..slogging..OK.

Come 12 Aug, it will be a new start for me. I never thought i would enter UOL, never thought i would need to go to private U, never thought i would read a Biz Course, never thought.....so many 'thoughts'. and i can say all these were never in my plans. God has decided to alter my plans. maybe many of these are really not in my desire, like who would yearn to go private U when almost all your friends are in branded local U.. enjoying hall life etc.. I would love to enjoy hall life too. I pondered, i reflected, i thought again, and i got what lesson God is trying to teach me here.

I used to really believe that whichever way i may walk, i shall walk in the path God has intended me to be in because he would know what is best for me. But when trials come that i need to change my own thinkings and plans, and i need to really be humbled and walk according to God's plans, i was unwilling. very much unwilling. it meant that my path will be different from the mainstream, it meant more uncertainties. BUT, after so many months of 'turmoils', i believe God wants me to learn this lesson - to allow Him to direct my life, to let Him alter my plans. and all i need to do is simply obey and follow, and trust.

So, this coming August i won't be going to a local U, i won't have a chance to stay in hall and attend late night chills with a bunch of crazy friends i may make in local Uni. instead, i only have lectures and no tutorials. i am so afraid i will have no friends cos of this system in UOL. im afraid of missing out in the fun in uni. BUT....i shall be brave and go! and be thankful for this chance to even study.. I know God has plans to prosper me and not harm me, as long as im walking in the way he intended for me. so i shall trust! on another note, i shall be excited for any camps if i can go...and also CCA! I shall join CCA and make friends. i think, life and uni is still exciting and will be fun. it's all in my mindset AND I WILL MAKE A DIFFERENCE. may i be a blessing to SIM and the people i am going to meet there soon. :)

Thank you Lord for birnging me back to your alignment. Thank you Father for not giving up on me. Thank you Jesus for being my saviour and may my life continue to be moulded by You, continue to learn how to be a blessing to others.

Thank You :)

on a side note.........prince charming i am 20 years old alrd! you can come for me now. HAHHAHA OK NVM GOD KNOWS BEST. yayyy going to school to make friends sooon omg cant wait alr i hope sim got freshmen fun camp also.

hungry@ 10:36 am