Surely it doesn't feel good to go unappreciated.
...... Zzzzz :( :( :(

NVM!!!
lonely night today....sis and mum away for a short trip.
dad's not gonna be home? bro has a meeting..
hmmmmmmmm ok.

anyway....work has made me do some reflections. i rem few years back in sec school, i enjoyed reflecting..thinking thoughts and all. gradually i disliked thinking through stuffs, got tired....probably jaded. didn't want to think of ANYTHING. anw, yep. going to work made me get a better picture of who i am. what kind of person i am, i have been all these while. what makes me boil, what cheers me up. what kind of people i enjoy making friends with, what kind i would try to keep a distance away. But yeah, i think importantly, i realised i need to improve my personality.

Put it simply, one of the few things i need to work on:
1) Anger management
I don't flare up and scold people.....but when i get angry my face is.....too much.
not nice to give people around such a face. even i get annoyed when i think of my that face.

2) Be less sensitive?
not to be too conscious of what others think of me.
lest it gets over my head and make me feel negative towards myself and others.
even if they dislike me....so be it. do not repay evil with evil~
hahhaa quote an example, someone was so fierce to me today :( good thing i didn't 'reciprocate' the same way. paobably i shd just keep quiet so as not to shoot back. :)


ok i've got stuff to do now. that's all for now! :)
i need to think more, reflect more, improve more.
talk less, be angry less, eat less junk food :p

hungry@ 3:28 pm