)'''': speechless. Dear God what's the purpose of putting me through all these... It's been years and I see more coming... Sometime I really wish, I really hope and wish what I heard wasn't what you wanted to tell me... Can I choose to end these.. I haven't experience heartbreaks from bgr but I wonder if that is gonna be anywhere worse than this..... I dunno I don't dare to think I really don't wanna be like her, bringing harm to others. Ah well~ haha on another note... After I turned to God when I felt so upset, a second image came to my mind almost instantly, surprisingly... But nah... I've decided to stay away at one arms' length. So... Yeah.
And I wanna stay in hostel when I get to uni!!!!! I really think it is a good thing for all. For me, for you, for them.
Last thing, dear God i really hope to hear You tell me Your will is actually what I wished for to happen and not the otherwise... Really.. But... I'm proud to be a child of God. So, whatever Your will, I will follow. Not according to my plan, but to Yours. Faithfully. Amen.
Lol i am braving through the additional storms in the midst of a huge mountain called A levels. I dont think many ppl get chosen to go through all these crap so I am honored to! Hahah! I can do this with Christ. God just compartmentalise my brain to focus on exams and You. In Christ alone i'll face my foes with the strength from God amen goodnightttt!
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