High walls up again;
am at last episode yooohoooo! can't wait to finish it off, yet feeling that pinch of unwillingness 'cause another drama is gonna be over soon. nvm shall start another one, heehee.
school tmr (today), results.. papers.. have to sleep soon! if not it's gonna be another tough morning to climb out of bed in a few hours. awwww i hate that feeling of getting out when i'm so sleepy. i love to laze in the bed and blanket. oh and i really hate to get out of the house sometimes 'cause i really really hate to confuse and frustrate myself over what to wear. you know sometimes you just want to wear something that is sooo comfortable yet look so not presentable, which is what i always do though, but you cannot always wear those. have to present yourself well at least at times righhht?? this is so irritating. sighhhh clothes dressing up making the hair shoes oh what are all these doing, obstructing my happy life. why are we suppose to give good impression based on superficial image and materialism???????????

haha ok i think this is a confused post by a confused person, getting really out of point. then again there's no point i want to make here, hahaha just a confused sleepy person now.

anw, sometimes i wonder if my life is indeed in a mess, but just that i chose to shove this thought aside and just get on with life, choosing not to think or care. Burying all these that sooner or later i have to face 'cause they'll be dug out someday. BUT, i just want to live my life this way while i continue waiting for those things to be dug out. shall settle them when they're out lah! hahaha 'cause i really have forgotten what i buried then :D

Hmm.. Life's a road. to me, a road with no backspace. walk on, walk on. you have to hang in there unless you die. you can stop and rest, you can slow down and slack. you can be running constantly forward, you could be sprinting all the while. along the way, you meet many different people, some paced the same as you, some faster, some slower. those at your pace may go at a different pace in future, those at a different pace may catch up and meet with you at times. there's no certainty in this road on who what when where WHY, how. you can only take a step at a time, watch and see how. people come and go, and the road could be rocky or smooth. the road is the same for all, just how you react, how you choose to walk this road and how you want to view this road. you may feel that this road is tough, which it is indeed very tough, but some choose keep stopping and whine, some choose to stay strong and walk on. among those who stay strong, i see some who feel so tired and weak, but choose to put on a strong front, moving on. have a rest and continue, if not these people will die before reaching the destination. they'll really die. hahahhaa i dunno why i typed this!

goodbye goodnight, i'm going to be clean shall bathe and go sleep.

ohhhh last thought to be noted here, i feeel like borrowing a book to read! haahaa reading makes me feel as if i'm a knowledgeable and smart person, BUT, i don't like to read. k lah k lah, shall not blabber nonsense here any longer, goodbyeeee! and...i....do...not...wish....to...let....you...all....understand.... :)

hungry@ 12:33 am