Sorry but i just love to retaliate.
rather it's been a habit. i don't know since when, how, why. i don't know if it's a good thing either. haha actually to a certain extent i enjoy retaliating and i like it. which of course i know shouldn't be this case. ahhh, actually i should have known better to see it coming my way. and when the going gets tougher than before, and when i refuse to knock some shit out of my pighead to just simply KEEP MY MOUTH SHUT, everything just drop back to square one. maybe not back to extreme square one, maybe just moving backwards 'cause i've made SLIGHT improvements. actually at times i still feel tired, obviously. retaliation requires as much energy as attacking, seriously. blame no one, i shouldn't be anyway since i took up this HUGE challenge willingly some time back. and, thankfully, thank God the missions i'm carrying just keeps me going, because i know i cannot give up, i cannot.

i know i need to keep my mouth shut, open when it's time to eat and that'll be perfect. BUT I JUST LOVE TO RETALIATE. hmmphhhhh. i'm trying i'm trying, trying not to.

only got back human geog paper today.. all the rest will come next week. and i made a promise to myself and my study mate to get my engine started again come next week! oh, talking about studying. haha i just like and love to emphasize this, and speak for people who study hard! i seriously think and am sure that there's nothing wrong at all with studying hard. who says people who study harder and play lesser than others = no life?? no such theory okay, do what is right, study hard, do a good job being a student. of course, it's a must to take a well deserved break when you need one, be recharged and set off again after that. just these few years left of studying, give your best last shot. thumbs up to those who are studying hard, to those feeling tired and drained, jiayou! ;) yes there're definitely smart intelligent people around who doesn't have to study so hard to attain good grades,
BUT you're definitely not stupid.

hungry@ 11:37 pm