I hope i can last.
12.21 am now, as i type my first few lines here. supposed to wake up at 4am later for some reason. yeah, so i hope i can last till then! though i'm really tired. tugging myself in bed is such a lovely thing. haha i think i've never said this to anyone, besides feeling very xinfu and blessed when i eat, i feel this way too when i'm going to bed! :D it's just so warm in my bed, under the blanket that's too short for me.

yes i have to last till the next day because i've got GPP to do.. PW is really quite dumb. time-consuming and not a very effective way of getting students to think critically because most are doing for the sake of ''oh this is a H1 subject, 10% to university entry". so all that we write, all that we type, all that we research, i feel, are so fake. why do we have to do something that's so superficial, and not sincere coming from us?? okay maybe this view is a lil too extreme. haha yet again, let's not complain and grumble, k rather it's me.

ohhh! guess what, MYE timetable's out. CSE and geog paper are on the same day. how accurate is this! i wasn't expecting this AT ALL. how can!! :O okay content content content. stop falling asleep. i still can't make myself concentrate on what i'm reading for long. aiyaa but it's CHINA STUDIES notes, how to stay awake for long.. precisely the notes and readings are all SOO long and profound. they really are. wow! to the writers.

humanities week, seriously i hope it'ld come to an end soon... and, urban geog, maths, and GP compre test next week.. urban geog is just a lot lah.. hurr.. i'm so tired and sleepy. okay i shall go edit GPP.
sigh. BUT despite all these stuffs that are such a burden and heavy load to carry, God's blessings and grace are still existing, present, and sufficient! and i especially want to thank God for today. :)

even if you're in your deepest valley, it's not the end of the world. try looking around in this deepest valley you're in, you might find something small, yet outstanding, sparkling diamond telling you 'All is not lost'. Hope is in the air! don't give up, whatever you're in the midst of doing now. feel free to feel depressed for a moment or so, that's totally okay for human beings. but rem to get back up. When you fall, get back up on your feet. But when you're up on your feet, don't be afraid to fall as well.

yeah and that serves as a reminder for me too. nothing is easy, stay strong everyone!
ahh i'm so tired alr God please inspire me to type a few lines into GPP and it'll be mission accomplished for today. i've decided not to last till 4am, i've decided to not torture myself. I'VE DECIDED TO AT LEAST GET SOME REST and take good care of my body. :D

hungry@ 12:20 am