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i doubt i'll get that waitress job! ): i want to be a waitress.. i think its gonna be fun and exciting, having to learn and force myself to be polite as well as well-mannered. things like walking properly, sitting properly like a lady, speaking properly, laughing appropriately, the control of my volume and etc. y'know, i really want to try being one! haiyehhh, just when i was really anticipating, i tell you, i waited for like 2 days 2 nights for my phone to ring or even vibrate leh!
i held on to my phone almost every second, but nvr did that call come. but i am sad....not!
maybe just a lil disappointed due to fail to become a waitress?

'cause thought abt it, though i sounded really promising abt getting this ridiculous job BECAUSE the manager sounded really promising! but doesn't matter, not his fault, no one is at fault luh. yeah, afterall, God didn't give me any promises reg. this job what.. right? i assumed He's gonna make me work 'cause my mum said i'm lazy and lazing ard at home doing nothing useful. i assumed this is the way i can earn some money! it was but a one-sided assumption.. yeah lah, perhaps God just has His own ways to give me money! hahaha since He's so 神通广大 , im sure His means are not this limited lah! for example, God might just change His mind and give me money directly!! isn't that a better deal for me?? :P Yaaahoooo!

moreover, i was reminded by Jun xiang just now that SCHOOL'S STARTING NEXT WEEK. no time lah! i'm just fated to rest and laze around, be a pig! teeeheeee. i did look for a job lah, but to no avail mah.. okay its still my fault. looking for a job should be done at the beginning of my relatively long holiday. hehehehe but still! holidays are coming to an end, and although i don't really understand how i spent this 2 months, i know i love this holiday. :D correction, i love this holiday, and i dislike it too. because its evolving into all our new phase of lives.
for this exciting yet irritating evolution, i like and dislike it very much, too. :/

Suddenly, i sense fear.
Goodbye.

moments like this, our faces are always beaming. Always beaming as brightly as the light shines. :)

hungry@ 11:44 pm