i was late for training this morning again. but i think i've got a very good excuse!
no lah, that's not the point. the point is bigcoach never scold me!
so happpy! (: our punishment was to receive hard spikes from him where we were only supposed to stay at one dead corner surrounded with walls.
it was rather funny lah. the best thing is bigcoach never say i lose interest in volleyball!
THANK GOD! :D

went for vivala band concert yesterday, then headed for supper,
which is why we reach home late and i couldn;t wake up on time for training.
hahhaha. okay i'm trying my best to be punctual for saturday trainings alr leh. :D
it feel so good to rest, i realised. but not too often i should be resting too much now.
TIME IS RUNNING OUT. :SSSS

&i find my life's in such a freaking mess. sometimes things just turned emptier slowly.
ohman, i don't know what's this.
things are supposed to be going on smoothly by now.. but it's not.
i feel like i'm running backwards, heading to my starting line instead of the finishing line.
drats. hmphhhh. sighhhhhh. crap ah crap ah.
&i'm so confused you know!!
hahahaha. nvm lah nvm. :) i'm trying to find a solution from God..

next week will be another busy week. 4 tests, 3 tuitions, 2 CIPs, 1 briefing session.
oh what a nice number ya! but it'll burn me down you know. -.-
honestly, i find myself getting harder to connect to God as closely as before..
this is so not good, soo unhealthy. but how? i'm so lost, and i don't know what to do.
i'm so trying my best alr! what's the freaking dumb irritating problem with me!? )):

there's discipleship tmr...

okay off to EAT! and study chemistry.
hahaha. ahhhhhhh.

hungry@ 10:54 pm