it's great,
and i feel great to be looking on the bright side more often.
BUT, it's not as easy as it seemed to be.
yes i do think this way, but it's still difficult.
many a times,
i just can't, when my mind's entertained by those thoughts..
i feel that i've let you down, made you suffer in fact,
but i don't know how to tell you,"i'm sorry."
you might just think,
i might have said this for countless times, but i just didn't change.
although i say it this way, it's not totally happening this way.
i know actually, where the real root of the problem lies in.
and why Lord? i feel so evil, and bad, and mean.
especially in such a situation, where things just seemed so unfair,
i can continue to be happy,
but thoughts still wander and come into my mind.
i'm really sorry. ): such thoughts shouldn't surface, but it just did.
God, i don;t know what to do about this..
i really don;t know.
oh God.. please help me.D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:
tell me what to do, show me your Way.
please.. because i know i'm weak.
come to me please, shoulders.