i guess i really need to reflect.
though it's hurting, it's there for a purpose.
no pain, no gain lor. LOL.
but somehow, luckily everything happened all at 1 go.
if not, i'll go mad. haha.
just like dying instantly is better than dying slowing.
more painful what.
(example only la.)

today, i'm gonna take hours to eat my dinner.
from 8 i started eating.
and now, i'm still in the midst of eating.
i haven't finish eating that pathetic bowl of food.
recently, not much appetite ah.

anw, i feel for cai lao shi. D:
ppl commented on her ways of teachings today.
)): she looked hurt and sad.
but she still tried her best to appear fine.
(the feeling is terrible, i know.)
being a teacher is not difficult.
but being a good teacher is definitely hard.
i guess you know what a good teacher is.
&i realised, i'm getting to like her more. ;D
cai lao shi is a good teacher.
THE IDEAL TEACHER I'VE BEEN LOOKING FOR!
heartfelt words ah. not faking.
(she won't see this, so there's no point for me to fake la)
right? LOL.

but still, Praise The Lord!
I finally found my ideal teacher. (:
you don't have to agree with me,
but she's a good teacher.
at the very least, to me, she is. :)

i don't want to talk abt the tests and results.
but i do know that i'm so gonna study for
both a&e maths and chemistry this weekend.
i don't care! i MUST.

okay, i shall carry on eating. ):
i don't feel like eating!

-&it's still part of parcel of life.
the ups, and the downs.
Teach me how to face it,
O Lord.-

hungry@ 9:34 pm