speechless.

realising that my 心灵创伤was first inflicted by my mum,
and it still goes on till now.
& i can tell you it hurts hundreds and thousands of times
more than any other wounds and hurts you can have.
hahaha.

i always treat every morning a new beginning
for all the wiped tears; but i realised it doesn't help actually.
It is, but just escaping from reality,
'cause i srsly dont; know what to do, still.

I lend someone a shoulder, but i don't know who to borrow from.
I lend someone a ear to share, but i don;t know who to borrow from.

who&where?

Anw, i don;t think i'm able to go for the dec trip. ):
who knows what's in my parents' minds. :/
&when my aunt asks me if i wanna go to Laos for hols w them,
she gladly and happily gave a sure 'yes' answer. -.-

There's a thousands of words unspeakable in my mind.

Ultimately, my home is in heaven,
but now, where on earth is it man?

forget it man, face it girl.
haha, crap.

but i believe that tmr when i wake up again,
today's unhappiness will not be recalled that easily.
So, i give thanks that this might be a good thing 'cause
it doesn't leave me in agony. haha!
initially i wanted to share+give thanks during cell,
sadly, no cell group today.
don't knwo why, but i was disappointed. haha.
((:

hungry@ 11:48 pm