a number of thanksgivings this week.
God is so good. (:

training was like marathon to me today.
breathless THROUGHOUT .
but i'm glad my fats were really lessen.
worth it , but i'm so tired now. haha.

God is really amazing!
i managed to persuade my dad to allow me to go
for the trip at least half-way!
(through some 撒娇&sweet talk though)
still, PTL! God's really doing His Great Works.
another half more to go, cus it means that as long as my dad
doesn;t object, my mum will naturally allow.
truly amazing. ((:
believe it and it will be done!

i've got more thanksgivings,
but i don;t think it's a good idea to share here.
:D

training tmr won;t be getting any gentler i guess.
but it's okay. hahah.

sigh.. it's really hard and it's getting harder
to please God and ppl with my actions.
when i know it's a wrong move and i shouln;t walk it,
i just walked into satan's trap kind of willingly and knowingly!
i'm feeling so bad inside me,
once again, i disappointed God.

it's okay! even it's really hard,
i'll continue to walk further,
trying my best to bring out the fruit of the spirit!
i think God won't blame me too hard right..
((:

oh ya! as for post exams activities....
i ended up hugging munir indirectly for the game 'human knot'.
except for my dad and my brother,
i just can;t think of anyone else i've hugged!
and today, 'cause of this post exam thing,
i actually 'hugged' a round guy.
also because he's quite a lot taller than me,
i feel kind of lying in his err..chest or tummy.
this is under a forced situation okay!
i didn't want my first hug to be at this age;this person, too.
i bet he didn;t want me to be the one too!

oh no. hahaha.

always STAY CALM! :D