hmm.. training wasn't that smooth-going, i mean,
for me, because i did real BADLY. it's really badly.
i can't receive melvin's serves,
and i practically miss every single ball.

haha, but good enough for me, though it wasn't pleasant 'cause
i didn;t receive well enough, my mood wasn;t that affected; surprisingly.
No, not surprisingly, but thankfully. Praise The Lord! ;D

it's like: hello, it's just training, not competition!
i don;t mean that we take trainings not seriously,
but don;t take the failures in trainings too hardly ,
instead treat them just as experiences&lessons. (:
so, learn from failures in trainings, and do better for competition.
;DD
I love this character of mine.

D: my mum is REALLY against me going for the trip.
i really don't know how to describe her;
-words can't.
it can, but a lot will be needed.
not just judging from this incident,
it's from ALOT.
forget it, i'll just pray.
can't stand talking to her.
KEEP THE FAITH. (:
honestly speaking,
i feel that i actually am only
keeping this faith on God, & not my mum.
I really really dread talking to mum more and more.
*shrug times millions*

I'm really trying very very hard to do lots of good things
for God, which is also for other people,
and i can tell you it's really very very hard to.
'cause, when you really put it into action,
you'll find that you actually have to consider all the aspects
and not only those that you are able to do.
it's tough. )):
but nvm, i'll continue to; for God. :D
to be able to find joy and to also be a blessing to others-
will be a blessing ultimately through the process of it. (:

Anw, i lost my trust for human, again.
HAHAHA.

hungry@ 8:22 pm