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Sunday, 27 May 2007
suddenly, i felt so ashamed of myself for not being able to get good grades. the feelings of disappointment are all hovering above my head. i feel that this semester, i haven't gave my best shot yet. yes, there are ppl behind me, but there are ppl in front of me. but the thing is, i'm not very in front. hmph.)):
i know in actual fact, i can catch up with them, but, i just can;t seem to do that. it's just like in every aspects, i'm lagging behind ppl. ppl are running in front, i'm jogging behind. many a times, i feel breathless, and i stopped to take a rest. the original perserverance of isn;t in me. i feel like a loser. a total failure. because i lost to myself. because i surrendered to myself a little in the beginning, even before the race even started. and that little bit of defeat, defeated me throughout.
srsly, this has become a great impact. so now, my aim is to catch up with the ppl in front of me, and find back that original perserverance in me. cus', i need to catch up, stop lagging behind. ;DD YES!